8th Mensiversary

Today was so tired. Not only with my college life but also with you.

Suddenly I asleep at midnight -you know that I don’t want to- but you're mad at me

I don’t know that's a fight or not but.. I just feel sad.

This is our 8th mensiversary, I just wanna make this day a good day for us.

I wish.

At the morning I feel so guilty, and you give me choices. And I say yes.

Actually.. I still don’t know about that and don’t wanna give any promise

But yeah, yes is my decision. You'll forgive me (and I hope this is the last and we will have a good time later:))

I don’t know why today was so busy and maybe we're not keeping contact. Sorry.

Studying, meeting, practice for that event. I just wanna go to my bed!

I remember when Nuri and Fo say "Happy anniv" and I feel so glad. But then Nuri ask

"Is he give you something? Or you?" and I just smile without any words.

My heart tell me "The best thing today is to hear his voice and to say happy anniversary in call with happy feeling.

When I arrived in dorm suddenly your message on bbm make me so dissapointed.

You say that you'll practice with your band. It's okay :) (My fake smile)

My heart just feels like hit by something, hurt.

When you're hoping, just please remember there's nothing perfect. Maybe your hope will be okay, maybe not.

Are you ready for that "fall"?

HURT. Why? Because I miss you right now, here.. Miss to see your face, smile, body, to hear your voice especially when you're singing and miss everything about you.

I just miss you. Just that. Don't you know, do you?

One thing that make me feel strong right now. I read all my wrote in laptop and bb, happy love fun cute feeling.

When I sad, there are so many things that make me happy.. Miss you more.